Song Lyrics

Rebellion

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01 Drop It
02 Perfect
03 Mi Cajones
04 Bring It On
05 Point
06 Ego
07 Rebellion

SF Hardcore

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01 False Erection
02 Bring It On
03 Tailgate
04 My Solution
05 Problem Drinker
06 Rebellion
07 Coming Down
08 Mi Cajones
09 My House
10 Naked
11 Ego
12 Drop It

Code Of Growth

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01 F.U.A
02 Resolve
03 Code Of Growth
04 Straight Ahead
05 Point Blank Range
06 Impoverished Youth
07 One Promise
08 Bring It On
09 Bulletproof
10 Today
11 Human Race
12 War Of Life
13 Fortitude
14 Rise Above (Black Flag)

Better For Who?

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01 The Violent Die Violently
02 Strength Through Diversity
03 Community Rape
04 Suicide
05 Shoshin
06 Tunnel Vision
07 Now Vs Then
08 Traitor
09 Broken Ways
10 Impermanence
11 Holy War
12 Expectations
13 From The Start

Killing My Hope

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01 Intro
02 Betrayed
03 Holy War
04 The Sword
05 Die
06 Metta
07 Aware
08 We Will

On The Fence

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Back On The Map (Slapshot cover)
Mission
On The Fence
Sirens

Betrayed

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You let me down.
I can’t believe this.
You betrayed me.
You betrayed us.
You stabbed in the back.
Left me for dead.
Now everyone knows.
It’s plain to see that.
You destroyed what we had.
And now I curse the day, I ever met you.
You betrayed me.
Stabbed in my back.
I can’t believe this.
You betrayed us.
You stabbed me in the back.
Left me for dead.
Now I have to walk away.
From the mess you made.
Now I have to turn by back.
I have to walk away.
And leave the fucking mess.
That you made.
This is the end.
This is the end.
This is me.
Walking away.
This is your end.
This is the end.
This is me.
Walking away.
This is your end.
This is your end.
This is yours.
Walk away.
This is the end of you.
And now I have to walk.
I have to walk away.
And leave this fucking mess.
You have made!
It’s not just in my head.
Killing my hope.
Betrayed.

Holy War

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We’ve all been had by our own devices.
This crumbling nation cannot care for its own.
The fires of brotherhood extinguished by self-importance.
The walls will burn and fall in this holy war.
The lie that runs deep enough to hide away complete without molestation.
So deep they continue to believe it as truth.
And they’ll tell you not to listen to your intuition.
The only way to redemption is to agree.
Their own ideas, their methodology, their communion, the only place for any comfort is.
In the shelter of the lies, don’t listen to yourself.
No believing in yourself.
Dig your fucking graves.
Go!
No trusting consciousness.
No room for any one else.
Dig your fucking graves!
Chorus
Self realization equals spiritual ascension.
Don’t take it from me.
Make your own path!
Self realization equals spiritual ascension open your eyes.
Make your own path!
Self realization equals spiritual ascensions stray from the church.
Make your own path.
Self realization equals spiritual ascension
Burn out the rich.
Make your own path.

The Sword

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Market Crash.
They’ll screw the poor.
Halliburton will fix the score.
Citigroup and B of A too.
The CEO’s they’re fucking you.
Chorus
You better watch out for the sword.
When its swinging at you.
You know they’ll always call it war.
When its murder.
And they will always let us fall.
When there’s money involved.
You know they let the twin towers fall.
We will waste our lives.
Just to stand in line.
You’ll get distracted.
Stay confused.
Tune in, turn on.
Watch the news.
The children’s mind marketed to warped, molested, slowly seduced.

Die

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Where are we going?
Why are we here?
We came for your oil.
We’ll feed off your fear.
We’ll rape all your women.
We’ll kill all your sons.
We’ll bayonet your children.
We’ll do it all for fun.
Chorus
Why have sent off to die?
Most of us are black, mexicans and poor.
87 billion.
We’ll kill us some more.
You’ll send us off to battle.
We’ll come back in bags.
Our parents will cry as the stock markets rise.
Why did we listen to your lies?
Bush, we hate your fucking guts.
Neo-cons we hope you all die.

Metta

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Human heart is in need of some meditation.
Human heart is in need of a revolution.
Human heart is in need of rejuvenation.
Human heart is in need of some revelations.
Chorus
We all need to put our weapons down.
And find ourselves some loving compassion.
To be absolved of all degradation.
That’s for me.
And as for me, I know life’s all a suffering game.
It’s all the same.
Gone.
Gone.
Gone.
Gone.
Gone.
Beyond.
All hail the enlightened one.
Gate.
Gate.
Para.
Gate.
Para.
Sam.
Gate.
Bodhi.
Svaha.
Gautama!
Siddharta!
Shakyamuni!
Buddha!

Aware

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Aware of being aware.
Ghastly and torrential.
Horror squirms in my mind.
I’m tormented by obsessions.
And I can only hope.
The rain will me clean.
I want to stop the wanting.
I want to stop the wishing.
Chorus
If you don’t go within.
You will go without.
Look inside.
Investigate.
Rejuvenate.
For yourself.
Go within.
Meditate.
Empty your head.
Breathing in.
Breathing out.

We Will

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This is America!
A land built, completely on fear.
The people bred on ignorance.
The consciousness fed deceit.
And we will rape.
We will maim.
We will kill everything.
It never had to be this way.
Living in fear,
Chorus
War masks worn everyday.
We forget who we are and we’ll pay on and on.
Brother against brother.
We devour each other.
On and on.
Come on, get it over with.
Destroy this fucking nation.
Destroy this fucking world.
Blow this motherfucker up.
Tear it to the ground.

F.U.A.

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Weapon against yourself
Wither yourself away
Wear you fully down
Now you’re in it
To the bone I see
Weakened like wet paper
Easily swayed from direction
Only focused on depression
What happened to your life
Inserted into the chamber
Fucked up
Fucked up again
Repetition of self abortion
Reclamation can never be had
Sinking deeper into submission
Slowly submerging all lost faith
Never again is what you say
No more chances for decisions
So rich of saying
Sorry to yourself
You learn all too late what it is
To be a failure
Every time I look into your eyes
I thank god that I’m not you
Because I see you doing the
Same thing again and again
Do you know what insanity is?
Doing the same thing and
Expecting different results
And that’s all you ever do

RESOLVE

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Test my resolve
If you think you can hang
Escape unscathed
Then get away
Test my drive
The more you strike at me
The stronger I become
I won’t let you defile
All for which I stand for and fight
My name you cannot skew
Me
You seal your fate by
Targeting me
Quick resolve
Revenge revered
As best when
When swift
Time beats retaliation
And now it’s time
To strike back and
Break you in half
Unknown to you the root of
Your betrayal
Seething from blood caked
Lips of disease

CODE OF GROWTH

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my spirit broken bloodied
scorched by trial and tribulation
hard times kick my ass
leave me empty, hurting
I am a student in the school of hard knocks
I won’t stop learning
the lessons won’t stop
my eyes are on fire
my mind is a flame
I will not be like you
I will not be the same
and I will not succumb
I will not retreat
I won’t be taken down beneath
I will keep my sanity strong

STRAIGHT AHEAD

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sacred blood ties
contaminated loosing this hand
no play left in the grip
my eyes left to rip
thrown somewhere hard to find
looking to reclaim, looking to revive
why did they promise this frustration
it’s baked in, washed of all retribution
stillness gives way to blind
nutrient fury
passing away from all
out the door walk out
move, shudder, split
bring no more to the table
sand through the fingers
broken table of nutrients no longer together
straight ahead go
bigger picture shattered
scarred belief system to the table
so sorry friends for you to see us like this
weak and fiendish hand grasp, grab
out the door, walk out
rain will erase the foot prints

POINT BLANK RANGE

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fatigue, the enemy of concentration
weighing down effort
decline of action
stillborn perception
I will not fail
perseverance
strength my allies in arms
this point blank range
you can’t get away

IMPOVERISHED YOUTH

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I’m gonna tell you the truth
about a mother who hates her child
she denied his very existence
this burns me up inside
a woman who when shit got to tough
gave up and threw him aside
catching wreck was all he ever knew
lying and stealing as kids do
fending himself, meeting his needs
and end to an end
fighting himself
fighting the others always alone
never the same
pieces of a shattered life
someone else will sweep away
a mess, a violent juvenile delinquent
to be dealt with by the state
I will not live out your truth
he said you lack of faith destroyed our ties
you have failed as a mother, a parent
and I will succeed in life without your advice
is to late to make amends
at this time, in this life
is there another way to end this violence and strife
the justice system could not save him
make him worse at best
he had to save himself
and this is what he said

ONE PROMISE

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Drug free integrity
Moments of clarity
What we have is the yet
Our vision undead
I pray I’m not missing the point
I pray that I am aligned
I hope I’m doing thy will
Never in vain is this fight
Standing upright wound tight
One promise upon death to be kept
Forever reborn unto all
Dedication to reality having no fear
Ecliptic benevolence
Shine in all directions
Original spirit strength ignited
This was brought home
To be fought
This spirit cannot be sold
This soul is never distraught
I will keep my faith intact
One promise intact

BULLETPROOF

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True friends we stand together
Looking at each other
Looking forward all that matters
Having fun in the scene
Embracing our dreams
Seeing you laugh
Is better than anything in this world
Side by side
I realize how important this union is
To me
To you

You and I we are bulletproof
You and I we are united
All along you knew what i was thinking
You and I we are friends for life

Friends for life

TODAY

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Today
Empowered
So easily
We forget who we are
Who are friends are
Where we come from and
Our common bonds
My fight to finish
What was started
Recollect our common wealth
We recovered our souls
Today we recovered our goals
Honoured true knife like precision
Today we are blessed
Blessed with the decision
Honoured true knife like
Old school hard core
Never forget where
You originate
Your spawning
Marked predisposed
Look at this face
This city wear on your face
You sit alone
You have a friend in yourself
Just don’t forget who you are

WAR OF LIFE

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Your efforts are meaningless
If your heart’s not in it
Don’t falsify your ideals
To gain proper recognition
Esteemable acts arose
From within this
To bring you this world
Thrown into the war of life
You will surely win
Prevail victorious
Smashing the enemy
Of concentration
Meditation holds you closer
Than any human being could
Please give yourself a break
Remove the armour
Thrown into the war of life

HUMAN RACE

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This is our song
We just are
Not good or bad
We are a people
In our own world
All here together
But you tell me..
You tell me I can’t do it
You tell me you see though it
This is how we do it
We won’t fail
You say you have zero faith in me
You wish to oppress, kill me
We can get it back
Look at yourself in this
I don’t want to see it
See why we are so bad
We get slapped in the
Face/hand
You tell me I’m not worth it
You shame us, scold us,
Hate us
Push us away
What makes you so special
Yes equanimity will
Free our race
Looking deeply now I see
How we had lost our unity
We don’t have to destroy it
We can get it back
Human Race
One Race

FORTITUDE

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Hold fast stand true
So long a time we will wait back
You know deliverance will
Come through for me
For me, for you
Having faith never lost
From this path a hell bound cost
Awaits us all by giving up
We initiate and
Redemption comes
Tooth and nail fight ensues
And we must deliver
Through and through
Determination to make
This reality last
Through and through

RISE ABOVE (Black Flag Cover)

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Jealous cowards try to control
Rise above
We’re gonna rise above
They distort what we say
Try and stop what we do
When they can’t do it themselves
We are tired of your abuse
Try to stop us it’s no use
Society’s arms of control
Think they’re smart
Can’t think for themselves
Laugh at us
Behind our backs
I find satisfaction
In what they lack
We are tired of your abuse
Try to stop us it’s no use
We are born with a chance
I am gonna have my chance
We are tired of your abuse
Try to stop us it’s no use

Perfect

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Point

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False Erection

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Deep gutter pain flows
Idea facilitates
Onslaught of angst
You see it in my eyes
I see it in yours
It’ll bombard your false thought
Rip it down apart
Erasure of time
Hardship and pain
Struggles forgotten
Memory loss
In your name
False Erection
We run away quickly
Quickly
I am alone
Every night when
I go to bed by myself
I am alone
Every morning when
I wake up by myself
How can you dismiss
Move on and start again
How can you let go of
The lessons learned
I will not learn from you
You will not learn from me
Because of this you will Suffer
Watch your fucking back
Always watch your fucking back

Bring It On

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Ingested so many chemicals
I’m surprised that I can register
A thought at all, if I seem aloof
It’s because that’s where
I want to be
See this earthly plane
Don’t hold a thing for me
Except a little resin from
The dregs of a
Green substance
Someone smoked up
And the corner from the
Back side of
A sheet someone was dosin’
Thank you for your warnings
And your worry and your time
I’d like to pay attention
But I’m busy leaning to one side
Visions of veering light
And taking flight
A menace on the freeway
Not aware of my surroundings
How I’m sounding
Or my groundings and I’m dying
I’m dying to keep from never
Trying flying off the edge
Never had a fear of death
Never though that I would live
Long enough to write his song
And if you think that to sing it
Will fulfill my prophecy
Then bring it on
I am like the space
Between two points
I think it’s just like they say
In the movies
Like it says in the books
With the element broken
The filament revives within
Without my help or regret man yeah
Ain’t no thing to go through hell
Thinking you’re all that
So fucking strong
There never was a dose
That I balked at taking
So tell me now what is it
That’s taking so fucking long

Tailgate

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Endanger my life
With your little tin can
Predatory contraption
I reserve the right
To smash in your window
If you get to close
Small I be but strong I am
Four to five times
Your ranks have disabled me
Temporarily to the curb
So disturbed so perturbed
Green light
Lies sometimes to you
It’s not time to depress the pedal
Krypto through open window
Motorist killed
The headlines read today
Four to five times
Your ranks have disabled me
Movement and speed
I dare you to catch up with me
Solid foundation
I know where I sit
Upon the food chain
Turning chain throttles me
Into your car
Krypto in hand
Heat seeking bike lock
Aimed at your face more space
Between you and me
Heat seeking bike lock
Aimed at your face
More space

My Solution

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I don’t want this suffering
yes I see it every day
plagued by companionship
I’ve been fed these lies for years
this is what we target
this union to join in
I want to forget what it feels like
I want to forget you

my solution

visions of violence
the only way to keep you clear of my path
I abolished my illusions long ago
there has to be another way
in the end it’s imperative that
you hate me
berate me
destroy me
ignore me

my solution

I never wanted what I got in the end
you came defective
like the rest of society
and I will see to it
that you never set foot into my life again
never ever again

my solution

why did I
let you do this to me

I used to be
no-nonsense guy

why did I
allow you the control

why did I
get so soft

Problem Drinker

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Malignant sickness not rectified
Self inflicted conceit loaded down
Weight beholds you wraps you
Ends you kills you
I see a false step
Not one of my own
I see you browbeat
And squab the ally
I know your death
An insignificance
Your brutality aimed at the wrong man
Your part of the problem
Your part of the Illness
It’s hard to see the solution
When your right down in it
Problem drinker
When it comes down
It wont be me
Injected injected
You stand uncorrected
You think that you are better
Than all the rest
You think you’re
The only exception
Defective defective
You’re certain to fail
How can you correct
What is misunderstood
You carry all weight
Heavy with pain
You’re part of the problem
You’re part of the Illness
It’s hard to see a solution
When you’re right down in it
Problem drinker
When It comes down
It won’t be me

Rebellion

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Rise up a fucking rebellion
Inflicting constricting
Complacent stigma
Yes I must kick the front
I’ll abolish the silent
Oppression within
Take up arms
Sing freedom then begin
Begin to crush the government
Systematically cripple it
I can’t take this any more
A full blown control
Work rate too fast
Apply resistance
For I shall not skinny myself
To fit into the mold
Of the capitalistic camaraderie
That everyone thinks so highly of
But I shall flex my mind and heart
To strengthen
The hollow eyes of others
And remain poor

Coming Down

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Shit is coming down
But it won’t be me
Ask me all the time
How I’m doing fine
Better every day
Is what I say
But you want me
Going your way
DAmn is what I say
When I cross into your path
Always want me
To suck onto your path
Took me 23 years
To make my life a gem
And now you want
To fuck with my program
I don’t remember asking
Your advice
On how to fine tune my life
Life

Mi Cajones

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Mi cajones (x3)
Muy Azul
That’s what I say
When they fucking hurt
I cup them both in my hands
That’s what I say
When they fucking turn blue
My balls (x3)
Fuck (x3)
That’s what I say
That’s what I said
That’s what I’ll say
When they hurt!

My House

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Give me something
I waited 20 minutes watching you set up
Thinking that you’re gonna give me something
Paid my dollar at the door
To stand around at the door
To stand around a bunch of drunks
Thinking that you’re up there too busy worrying
About your hair to move the crowd
As you stroke your ego
I gotta let you know
You give me nothing
Nothing
I heard this one before
The last band played it and the one before
I heard it on the top nine on the radio
And I hear it every show
You say you’re original
Homey, you got one coming
And I’m the sender
Cause looking at your teeny little movement
Fills me with angst to fill you with shame
I will be the one to take you down
Right now
It’s time to earn your props
Like the old school rappers
On the rooftops like a street-style
Game of the ball with shove
You’re unprotected and anyone
Can hold a microphone
But you’ve gotta be the best in his house
And oh no look at this now
It seems you slipped and dropped the ball
What could that mean
I guess this must be
My house

Naked

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I am rotting
Without this disgrace
To shelter my skin
I cannot begin
I feel like my insides are gone
My flesh squirming for relief
I am in hell empty handed
Nothing between my fingers
Racing to catch up with nothing
And I think its only beginning
I feel naked
Without this lie
To hide behind
Get up
I welcome the only pain
That gives relief
Just the same
Only weakness I’ll ever have
Because of you
Thanks to you
Hurt

Ego

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Everything gone obsolete
Ego
Everything gone obsolete
I’m the whole story
Back to front, front to back
So I don’t listen to your teaching
I can’t learn from you
I’ve got ego everything gone obsolete
I reject and re-affirm
Yeah you’ll try to scream to tell me
You seem so small
Insignificance will brand you
Speak spoken but not registered
I will shatter before I bend
Open your eyes before you die

Drop It

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Sick sick
Here’s a cough to drop you
Flowers pricked the only
Beauty left to lie down
Drop down
Reach in to your death
Down death down
Alone
Here’s a dick to prick you
Flowers pricked the only
Beauty left to lie down
Drop down
If the symptoms are persistent
Just know when it is time to go
Go any length so as to
Never be alone
With god is all is all
Drop it
Hell is merely fearful
Resistance to light
You’re in hell
You’re sick
You’re in hell
Alone
Drop it

THE VIOLENT DIE VIOLENTLY

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silence falls upon the land
the great storm has come and long since past
wiping away its scars
and marred by “civilization”
the earth settles into peace
a way of transformation has come to liberate us all.
some say that it was not fair to be wiped away and all.

some say that it was not too fair to be wiped away and all.
I say we hit ourselves in the face
and delighted in it so
that we kept it up until
we expired
the violent die violently

I’ve heard it said, and I believe
there’s no more voices to be heard
no shouting hailing a cab, no laughing with my friends
only remnants of a people not conservative enough
in the dictionary form of course
we did not love our home, we disassociated from it

we’re not the fallen ones
read or bleed learn or burn

STRENGTH THROUGH DIVERSITY

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will I find it in myself
to treat you with respect
will I show myself the same?
why is it every time I look into
your eyes I see myself
faced with the same things.

fighting to remember ourselves
our hearts our souls our minds
our lives the highest vision of
what do we have its strength!

bits and pieces odds and ends
we’ll never figure out how it begins
we can’t afford to sit around
day by day learning how to apply
spiritual principles to our lives
changing growing a living solution.

fight to remember yourself
your heart, your soul, your goals.

COMMUNITY RAPE

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urban renewal drove lower income families out.
today you say you wanna make it better.
better for who?..
its the same story… redevelopment!
you ate the fucking Mission alive,
your still hungry for Bay View Hunters Point

people still struggle in this city
they live by any means necessary
and you force them.

thirst for acquisition
the people who live there should benefit first!
but do they?
it seems someone else’s pockets are lined,
as the very fabric of a culture is raped and squeezed,
until there is no more life to profit from.
urban pacification program.
homogenizing, feeding the multinational mouth!

mother, she was taken
she was taken
father, he was taken
he was taken
brother, he was taken
he was taken
sister…..
what have you done?
where did you go?

suicide

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suicide, suicide, suicide, I don’t need it!

every time I look in the mirror,
I don’t like what I see in the mirror

put the gun up to my head.
no!

SHOSHIN

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trying to delay gratification
that exercise makes me a demon
I hate the fears that keep us choking
and I will never stand aside

please slit my wrists in hope the blood will wash away my sins
please cut my throat to silence the omni-present opinion
please break my heart in hope the sharp little pieces can be used to free me from the bondage of self

today we open the throttle to our hearts
we gotta chance to spread it through the streets
old wounds serve us like traditions
and I will never close my eyes

nothing mind
inside
beginners mind
inside

take my will
take my will
change my world

tunnel vision

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there comes a time in your life,
when everyone around you seems like your enemy.
you can’t see up or down, left or right, right or wrong.
that’s where I spend most of my time.
we call it tunnel vision.

laying in darkness,
feeling so small,
too much pressure,
blinded by misery,

can’t escape tunnel vision!
caught in tunnel vision.
god damned

I feel it pull me down,
I’m ripped apart inside,
dripping with sweat and fear,
devoid of courage.

can’t hear a word you say,
I am reckless
careening down in suffering,
I know this damnation.

now vs. then

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23 years have past any doubt in my mind,
how could I have done this without your hand inside
holding my heart my honor, how is it I’m still alive,
still clean and absolved,
the atrocities, the crimes of my past,

all the things you tried to teach me
I threw them away

all the times I forgot to give thanks,
all the times I said “fuck you”
but you never said goodbye, you’re still at my side today.
I see now you’ve always done your best,
the things you taught me, your ways
I practice them today, I practice them today.

I realize in the past I hated every part of you,
I resented every rule you made
the things you tried to teach me,
I threw them all away
now I see you’ve always been there for me
and now I am here for you,
you’ll always be my friend, my teacher,
my father through and through.

TRAITOR

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I can’t believe you’d expect us to take this.
you’re either with us or against us – school yard politics,
even after your regime trained those guys
to do what they did so flawlessly well
I’m sure it’s just the answer you were praying for

I hope it’s all worth it, I hope its all worth it,
the culture of terror you’re creating over there.

kind of uncanny how they gave you the reason,
I wouldn’t put it past you if you had it fucking arranged,
now you can go in and get what you want,
subjugate and destroy countless more lives,
all for the sake of pleasing your friends….traitor!

crushing humans spirits faith for a better tomorrow,
robbing others of a chance to live – to live autonomously
while squeezing them endlessly between death and assimilation.
ensuring future generation’s retaliation on our nation.

over there!
in afghanistan
over there!
in uzbekistan
over there!
in india
over there!
in colombia
over there!
in east timor
over there!
in lybia
over there!
in mexico
over there!

broken ways

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if you want respect you show respect,
respect women and be respected,
human to human, spirit to spirit,
I saw you walk out of that show,
with “your girl” arm in arm, tight grip on who she is.
I see you slap her, man handle her, crush her,
you’ve got no respect!

can’t you see the look on her face?
it’s most certainly not one of happiness.
the bruises on her person mark your frustration
in so many ways you overlook and disregard.

your ways your broken ways!

lacking knowledge of self you proliferate the abuse.
so sad, that you close the door to the gift of understanding.
does your being quiver in fear when you see a powerful woman?
listening to her ideas and aspirations is out of the question

and what’s wrong with showing affection to your girl,
oh, you don’t want anyone to see you can really care.
thinking others opinions matter you shine her on.
cold and hard that’s what you show the world.
Is she so strong you have to keep her down?
is she so threatening you have to hit her in the face?
is it so wrong to find equanimity in a relationship?
you use violence to cloak major insecurities!

broken ways!

impermanence

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when my heart was ready, I came to know myself and know the world.
and when it was time to change my outlook I knew it was time to bend or break in half.

it was soul starvation,
laying in the streets,
I would have drown for sure,
gone down in a hail of shame,
I had to realize,
I had to put it down
stop my destruction,
a drink at a time.

right now! put it down!

by the grace of one I was lifted out
we all knew I was set in my ways,
brush with annihilation,
my friends looked down on me,
said I was too far gone,
inside devoid of hope,
crushed by inebriation.

revolution to bring forth what’s left inside,
go ahead make a difference in my life,
bring me this humility that keeps me on today.

holy war

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we’ve all been had by our own devices.
this crumbling nation cannot care for its own.
the fires of brotherhood extinguished by self-importance.
the walls will burn and fall in this holy war.

the lie that runs deep enough to hide away complete without molestation.
so deep they continue to believe it as truth,
and they’ll tell you not to listen to your intuition,
the only way to redemption is to agree,
their own ideas, their methodology
their communion, the only place for any comfort is,
in the shelter of the lies.

don’t listen to yourself
no believing in yourself
dig your fucking graves, go!
no trusting consciousness
no room for any one else
dig your fucking graves!
stop believing in yourself
no believing in yourself
dig your fucking graves!

self realization equals spiritual ascension don’t take it from me, make your own path!
self realization equals spiritual ascension open your eyes, make your own path!
self realization equals spiritual ascension stray from the church, make your own path!
self realization equals spiritual ascension burn out the rich, make your own path!

expectations

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give yourself space to slide out from your suffering.
globally undercut the enemy
our great device to continue the distractions
how we all are effected by interaction.

expectation is weight
without it I’ll rise
no investment in outcome
experience is that alone.

step outside who you think you are,
offer up yourself to be come who you’ve always been now.
celebrate and decimate your apprehension.
to be come the light you always were.

giving thanks understood
this life is on loan
what it is, what it was,
experience all evidence
though this is not over,
not by a long shot
I embrace all of my teachers
express boundless, everlasting humility.

each one, teach one

from the start

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this life is the one we have,
striving side by side,
I trust and believe you’ll make it through this
I know we won’t divide,
your truth is the one that matters.
believing in what you do,
living each day to the fullest,
overcoming through and through.

I’m not telling you to give in!
I’m not saying its alright for you to give up this fight.

you say this is what you wanted,
you knew it’d be fucking hard,
this is your only anchor, man
you knew this from the start.
enduring all the bullshit,
all the dreams you’ve held up high,
never give up, never give in.
a strengthened future will actualize.

from the start!

On The Fence

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I believe in myself
I believe in you
If we can stick together
We can make it through

On the fence
No decision
Indecision
You lack faith

You lack trust
So afraid of your future looking just like your fucked up past
Immobilized by your fear
And frozen by self-obsession
Over-thinking under-achieving

You’re not present
You’re not here
You’re not present
You’re in fear

You’re so filled with fear
You want to run a way

You’re whole body’s filled with fear
Because in the end I’ll leave you anyway

You’ll never be free
From your disease

Sirens

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I see it everyday
And every night
The news on the TV
You brought the fight
You invaded Lebanon
You Israelis aren’t shit
Get the fuck out now
Or your throats will get slit

Our children on fire
Husbands and wives burned alive

When will the killing stop?
It won’t

Some day we
Will all be free

We’ll all be free
Until then – you want a war?
You’ve got a fucking war
A war to end all wars

Sirens
Bloodshed
People die

Sirens
Suicide
Bombers

Mission

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You gotta fight rise kill
Decimate them all
Hand back the severed head

Gotta meditate and destroy the defilements
That bind you inside

Impurities of mind
Decimate them all

Defilements of mind
Decimate them all

Annica, Annatta, Dukkha
Remain aware fight

Reside inside
Remain aware inside
Stay vigilant
Remain aware inside

Time to be free
Time to liberate
Time to run free
Time to be free
Time to liberate
Time to be free

Back On The Map

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I’m gonna get it back
Get back what we had
We’re gonna fight to make it right
You know we’ll use our might
We’re gonna take it to the start
We know we use our heart
We’re gonna fight to get it back
You know we’ll be back on the ma
Back on the map
It’s time for us to run
You know we’ll never fall
We’re take back what is ours
Gonna take it all
But I know we’ll get it back
We’ll get back all we had
And you’ll see us when we’re there